It's been a long time since I wrote something. Doesn't mean I left writing. I just can't leave it even if I wanted to. But yeah, I've been busy for quite some time and i've seen some real changes happening in my life all this time. I've seen myself transforming into a whole different person and i've had some peculiar experiences that i wanted to share. And so here i am. Back to where i left. During past few months, i've been through a lot of things. I've been so fed up of the wrong choices that i've made. Lame decisions, failed relationships, friendly betrayals, sleepless nights, restless days, feeble actions and harrowing reactions. But most of all, i'm thankful that i've learned so much through all these harsh experiences, that i've encountered a big positive change in myself. Now i look back to the person that i used to be and then i look in the mirror to the one that i am right now. And i feel elated and i thank God from the bottom of my heart that I was able to linger through all this tough time that i had. But now its gone and I don't feel like telling u about what i've been through. For past is gone and we should always live in present so that we may anticipate a great future.
So here's how it goes. i 'm gonna talk about all the temporary things that we use to escape the reality of life and that eventually lead to our depredation.
See, this is the problem today with youth and no one can understand this better than i do. We're living a hypocritical and deceptive life. We feel something for someone inside and show something else through our expressions. We're always affected by the trends and the changing lifestyles. We have lost our own wits and we usually do what we see others doing.
We're living a life that has nothing to do with self satisfaction. It is more focused on satisfying someone else's wants and expectations. It maybe your parents, it maybe ur lover, it maybe ur wife or kids. The time we think about ourselves, many times it's too late then.
That was more about the kind of society that we're living in. Now for youth, the biggest problem is, we always want to show off. We always want to flaunt things and we want to look cool. Thats the kind of life that i've been living until now. There always comes a time in our lives when we feel tired of all the lame decisions and choices we made in life. We often feel tormented and thats when we lose all the hopes in life and we badly need someone or something to hold on to. It maybe a person, a thing or a habit or hobby. Thats the time when Its very easy for us to get derailed from the path that we were going on. We may fall in bad company or we may get addicted to drugs, sex and alcohol.
It may give you temporary pleasure but then ask yourself where it is taking you anyway. Do have any goal or direction left in life. What exactly are you doing? You're just trying to escape the reality. Reality that you're nothing but a failure and u can't handle all that so u're trying to hide urself. You've got no strength to stand alone and fight and u're slowly moving toward the destruction. I remember what Stallone said in rocky.
"The world ain't all sunshine and dark days. It's a very mean and nasty place. And it'll break u to ur knees and keep u permanently there if u'll let it. But life is not about how hard u hit. Its about how hard u can get hit and keep moving. Thats how winning is done".
That's exactly how life is all about. Life is what u make it and u and only U can make it better.
Now if u're living a euphoric life and u have nothing to worry, even then u just can't give up flaunting and showing off. It's never easy i admit. But once it's gonna, ur life can become a lot more easier. U always pretend to be something that u're not just to look cool and smart. U just keep on imitating others for stupid reasons.
Why do u drink anyway?
'Cause it's fun. It makes me feel high and everybody does it so i see nothing wrong with that.
U may have read hundreds of books and novels. But did u ever spare some time to read Bible or BhagvadGita? No u didn't. Why? Because it's not cool anymore. Who said that? No one. Then Why? Because nobody reads it. And that's exactly how u are. U do what u see others doing. U have no stand of ur own. U're just an imposter who is still figuring out what he actually wants to do in life and u'll never figure that out. Not unless u believe in urself and give urself another chance to start over.
The road to success is never easy. I'm still struggling for that but at least i know where i'm going. At least I have a direction in life and i know that i'll get there one way or another. Yeah, it's never gonna be easy. I'm gonna stagger, I'm gonna fail maybe a thousand times and I'm gonna fall eventually. But should I stop? No. Why do we fall after all? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up.
-- Anirudh Bhardwaj
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